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Tuesday, 26 March 2013

  • How often does people feel that being happy about something you want becomes a crime? How often does one feel that no matter how much people tend to soothe you the load of the world is still on your shoulders? How can you ignore the fact that no matter what at the end of the day the shit you get into always keeps the odour on your own freaking body and we all so hopelessly left alone to deal with it?

    A life lived by other people's term and beliefs only makes you a hostage to themselves and practically to yourself. You can not help but feel suffocated and so panicked! It is an awful panicky situation.

    I need to know how much are we driven by the subconscious minds.......I think I can not figure it out these days. I am encountering parts of me not present to be in a normal manner. It is like I do not know myself.......it is like I have hidden myself away, kept it in a creepy little dark place, not letting the true voice speaks........

    I am afraid that if it comes out in to the light, people might get hurt.

    Excuses! Again from my side to keep my little demon asleep the way it is! Sucker! I hate myself :(

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Wednesday, 20 March 2013

  • In life we want to be felt belonged to somewhere. We seek the feeling of belonging somewhere, that is why family is an important part of the society.

    I wonder these days how mom my is so content with how she is, how my aunts are so peaceful with their lives or how my cousins are going on fine as well not being born in a certain place and continuing there.

    Respect, sacrifice, patience- I only get answer with these key words.

    Yes, I am freaking out. It is like I have this disgusting lump stuck down my throat. It is not being easy to deal with any of it. I feel suffocated. I feel I am en-caged- I feel helpless. Then I try to think If god be with us, what can be against us! then things get normal.

    Life, you can not be it? Can you? Really?

    Read quiet a lot "One day" today. Followed regime. Need to get tougher.  

     

Monday, 18 March 2013

  • It has been hectic- today! I put in the card inside the envelopes and Hell yeah it was tiring. The first thing I heard since I got up this morning form my mom that "God! no work is being done! Nothing is going forward!" 

    Things have been pretty harsh. Awful stuff which was never supposed to happen is happening. 

    I think it has been a bit stressful but I am positive. 

    Life has to go on and being positive is all that matters. You can not be sad and cry a river  for no good reason :) This is so not worth it.

    I will write about it later. I have been reading "One day" again and it has been coming along pretty well. This is awesome. It is one lovely book. I need to focus on it :) 

     

Wednesday, 13 March 2013

  • Have you experienced panic? The shivering, irritating muffled feeling inside your stomach and you head starts to hurt...........you backbone starts to collapse as if it can't make you stand straight anymore that kind of insecure feeling? I bet we never wanna feel that. We might just end up feeling that though! Not an informed decision.

    Watched #Inkaar today. Loved every bit of it. A friend highly recommended it....watched it loved it. This friend of mine has awesome taste in movies. We seem to like the same genres. :)

    I am so missing New Girl and HIMYM! I do not get why are they taking such long breaks urgggggh! Can not wait!

    I think for the time being I need to start being up to date with big bang theory and Modern family. Gotta love 'em :D

     

     

Tuesday, 12 March 2013

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    I am going to introduce myself to you. I was going to become a Roman Catholic priest but, it was not so. I got married and fathered six children. I have three B.A.’s: Natural Philosophy, Theology, and Code of Canon Law of the Catholic Church. My ethos is total traditionalist. I don’t support anythin
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